Eh-See

Well, guys.... i'm afraid this day would come, but it's here.... Pixiv has suspended my 18+ account for repeatedly violating their terms of service.

But that's fine by me, if those assholes are gonna be anal about my shit then they can take their pedobait art-sharing site and shove up their fuckin' asses.... seriously, I don't understand why I was even on there for so long knowing all the nasty on there. I am officially done with Pixiv.

Sometimes you just need a Plan B.... and I feel as though that it is time to go to site that I wanted to go to for a long time in case I was being banned and that site is Patreon.

It's gonna take a while for me to be truly situated there so please bare with me for the start of Eh's Erotic Excrement, my former Pixiv-exclusive art will be posted there along with new art in the coming months and don't worry about paying because while there will be a $1 membership, it's gonna act more as a tip jar as all art will be available for free for viewers 18+.

Other then that, R.I.P. my Pixiv account (2019-2024).... Good-Bye and Hello, Patreon!

Well, 2023 is over.... do I feel happy? No, I don't.... this year, like most other years I have reminds me how much my life sucks harder then a doped-up prostitute in the bathroom of the Steak-N-Shake, but let's not beat around the bush and focus on some good things that happened this year.

Of course, my personal biggest highlight of the year was my trip to Puerto Rico before Thanksgiving and despite some things about that trip going on that I could've done without, I feel like that trip made me a better person and gave me a better understanding of the world around me.

Don't get me wrong, I still think life sucks and I want it to be better but I honestly have more of a grip of what life is all about.... I learned not everything is perfect but we can make the best of, why bother moping around hoping for what we could have when we can get it ourselves?

I mean, every day i'm just hanging in there because I feel like I am needed some way.... regardless of what happens to many of us, we are all needed one way or another because that is what I think is keeping life going.

So anyways, 2024 is looking pretty promising and I hope that good things come from it and we're able to enjoy what is being given to us.

Once again, thank you everyone for supporting and putting up with me and here's a bright new tomorrow that is waiting in store!

I'm now 25 years old.... My mind is officially fully developed and I have existed on this Earth for a quarter of a century.

Through the 7 years i've made my name more well-known around these parts, a lot of you knew me as an obnoxious schizoid Eugene with little to no talent to speak of but looking back, I realized.... that is exactly what I am but I feel like there's more to that.

I mean, i'm not ashamed to admit that i'm an absolute Eugene but I often belive that there was a smart and sophiscated aura hidden deep within and I think that counts for something at the end of the day.

All I know is that my life is a constant struggle filled misery and sadness, I often feel as older I get the more pointless bullshit starts to ram its ugly head.... but you know, I think that's something I have to deal with going forward.... as much as I think my life has clearly fallen apart since graduating High School back in 2017, maybe there could be a light at the end of the tunnel.

Honestly, i'm thankful for the people that have been willing to stick with me and put up with my crap over the years and who knows? If there ever comes a day where I stop doing this, know that I will never forget it.

Here's to 25 years of me being alive and here's (hopefully) to 25 more.

Well, 2022 is finally over.... this was a year of high highs and low lows, when the highs were highs, they were very high and when the lows were low, they weren't just low.... they ended up boiling in the reeking guts of the Earth.... seriously, there were so many moments this year that made me want to take up drinking.

I quit my old job and eventually found a new one that is much better but is probably gonna start getting real good by now and normally, I should be happy that I found a better place but depression, lack of motivation, cavalier use of my finances and a shambolic home life throughout the year may have soured that joy.... but you know, I have to keep going no matter what.

I'm at another one of those points in my art-making career where i'm questioning if I still want to do this.... my art still look like shit, nobody cares about my original work and it's hard to keep up with what's currently going on nowadays especially knowing that I have work and life to deal with, but maybe i'll come to a decision during 2023.... i'm not gonna say i'm finished just yet.

Anyways, that was my end of the year message.... I hope it explained what I want to do as well as give you something to be hopeful for.... stay tuned for more erotic insanity in 2023! Thank you all, and I love you!

Well, guys.... I said on a status update that I was free.... allow me to spin a yarn about what I mean on that.

2021 was very progressive year for me in general and by far, the most progressive moment for me in that year was that I finally got a job. On September 16, 2021, I was given a job interview for Burger King and I was pretty much accepted and on September 20, I was started working and I thought, this was it.... my first-ever job and at the time, I couldn't be any happier.... Note.... at the time.

When I first started working, many of the tasks I was given were rather reminial but did require some sembalance of strength and at first, I didn't mind it because there were many people helping me out and I was fine with that. I did have some co-workers critcize and push me to go faster, which came off as patronizing and I didn't want to let them so I did what I can do.... when I recieved my first-ever paycheck, it was truly a wonderful day and I knew that I was gonna be set.

By November, things were starting to look up at the job, we were hiring more people, we were opening up the lobby and it was overall bareable but slowly but surely, more people kept quitting or getting fired, the work kept getting harder and by February, my schedule kept getting worse having me work later and later hours.... it was a mess and I wanted out.

As a result, I gave them my two weeks notice as a rather civil and respectful letter of resignation and I ultimately worked my last day on March 31, they gave me my final checks on April 1 & April 15.

To conclude this, I basically came into that job SpongeBob and out of it Squidward, it started off decent and just got worse and worse as time went on.... but in spite of how brutal these last 6 months were, I am thankful that I was given the chance to work for the first time.... here's hoping for a better job in the future.